I want to go!

I want to go to that winter retreat!
Yes!
The others also all want it.
All?
Well, a part of them.
And especially me.
Now it gets serious.
I know.
In one issue I have lost completely and have calculated wrongly.
But I want to go.

Again a list:

Contra:
- bicycle illumination
- group photo album
- my own photo albums
- my own music compositions (hahaha!)
- learning for exams
- resting, recuperation
- motor calculations

Pro:
- I want to go!
- the others want this too that I go!
- it certainly will be funny!
- I would have a better time than at home

Now I have to tell you something, you softie: first you are convinced that you need to go, then you are already dreaming about how you will tell it to the others, and now you are sitting here and are squeezing out your soul into that writing....
I have to say...
the most important thing is to convince the parents. That is the most difficult thing.
Why being so afraid? A bit more courage, please!