My Very First Entry in a Diary

Hope is dangerous.
Hope disappoints.
empty - - -
desolate - - -
finished? - -
finished! - -

March - April - May - June - July -
5 months lived in vain.
in vain?
No hope - -
Hope gone - -
I am still living - - -
the world moves on - -
Hope is dangerous
"... love, faith, hope ..."
hope?
hope = frustration
self deception
"baaaaah!"